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So this post is just going to be me venting. If you want to read it cool, if not I understand.
There is so much change going on around me, and I am not sure I like it. These past two or three weeks have gone by so fast and so much has happened. They have been big changes both in my social life and my school life. The teachers are really starting to lay it on hard this quarter. Frankly, I am not digging it. That is to be expected though. My family is moving out of my house is less than 2 weeks or so. I am not sure I am ready for this one. It just won't be the same. Even though I lived in other states between the ages of 2 and 5, I consider this house my home because it's basically the only house I remember. I have been having this feeling that it wouldn't come. But suddenly, I will be living under a foreign roof. Things are drastically changing at my church as well. As you know I resigned from my job (I am not trying to rehash that), and I have also taken a part in helping set up the youth program. I am excited about this. Not that many people have been coming to the gatherings which disappoints me a little, but we haven't had a youth program for about three years (until now). So it would be expected that we have to build it back up. I am leading a Bible Study with a friend from church in place of my youth leader since she will be gone this Friday. It just seems to have been crazy. I sometimes feel like I have gotten lost under all of this.
There is so much change going on around me, and I am not sure I like it. These past two or three weeks have gone by so fast and so much has happened. They have been big changes both in my social life and my school life. The teachers are really starting to lay it on hard this quarter. Frankly, I am not digging it. That is to be expected though. My family is moving out of my house is less than 2 weeks or so. I am not sure I am ready for this one. It just won't be the same. Even though I lived in other states between the ages of 2 and 5, I consider this house my home because it's basically the only house I remember. I have been having this feeling that it wouldn't come. But suddenly, I will be living under a foreign roof. Things are drastically changing at my church as well. As you know I resigned from my job (I am not trying to rehash that), and I have also taken a part in helping set up the youth program. I am excited about this. Not that many people have been coming to the gatherings which disappoints me a little, but we haven't had a youth program for about three years (until now). So it would be expected that we have to build it back up. I am leading a Bible Study with a friend from church in place of my youth leader since she will be gone this Friday. It just seems to have been crazy. I sometimes feel like I have gotten lost under all of this.