while i was out

Apr 14, 2004 20:04

jesus wtf is going on? alright so last night drews dad caught us when we snuck out. it was hella fucking scary. we got yelled at until like three in the morning, and then his crazy ass dad sleeped at the door, just to make sure we didnt do it again ( Read more... )

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__yourxeyes April 14 2004, 22:54:33 UTC
OK...
1. I have not hung out with Sky in...almost a year and am not going to for a really long time probably.
2. I only talk to Sky online.
3. You get "irritated" at me for saying you "spend too much time with your friends" and then you say im doing that with Sky, even though I'm not.
4. Yes, if I were hanging out with other guys it would be your fault.
5. Oh yes, i did say something about not seeing you for a week, or talking to you for a week, because i actually care. i want to know what going on and i want you to know whats going on.

im feeling like this is a one sided relationship here. i'm the only one putting in any effort. im not even going to mention breaking up because, seriously, thats the last thing I want. I do think that we can work this out...and I really want to. But, really, is there ever going to be time for me to talk to you about stuff if you're never there? this happened before, you apologized, and now its happening again. Yeah, i dont mind if you hang out with your friends. but, if you say that WE have plans, keep them, dont make other plans. and, if you think that our plans wont hold up, dont make them in the first place. but if youre going to spend forever with your friends...whatever, you should have at least SOME time for me. when you asked me out, you made a commitment that you were going to devote time to making this work. yes, it was GREAT at the beginning but you said we were spending too much time together. and ever since then we haven't spent any time together, alone. So, yeah. This is some of it. <3

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