Oct 23, 2006 11:01
is it strange that right when my dream reaches its climax i wake up? i mean i never see how things turn out. it kind of worries me that im not seeing if i make it out of the bears mouth ok. i usually just open my eyes as soon as something either really scary or really good happens. i dont know i think its weird that im not letting myself see if im ok in the end? maybe its like an omen for something... also latley it seems im getting more and more ready for the real world. i can accually feel myself getting older. i guess i thought i was going to be a kid forever, but now im coming to the conclution that life isn't fair, fun, and it's constantly pissing on your shoes when your not looking. weather im ready or not, im gong to have to settle down and grow up. blah