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what can i say...tonight just wasnt all that great. i mean the football game was fun but the dance was horrible. first off i pretty much made maya come so that i could have fun instead of watching other people have fun. i wanted to make an effort and accually dance. it worked out ok for a little while but then i got bored, cause i mean its the same stupid shit over and over and over, plus im not the dancing type you know. well any way i just tried to hide it and go hang out with josh. cause i had been dancing for like ten minutes and decided that i would just stop embarissing myself. so i got bored of josh, go back to look for maya and see that she's with ally and i know that she is always looking for guys to "mack" on. so i find maya and see she is surrounded by guys. that made me jelous. i couldnt handel seeing my baby getting all these eyes from these fucking pricks. so i left. maya asks whats wrong and i tried my hardest to not say any thing and keep it to my self. that doesnt work. i tell her; she gets mad; i ruin her night by ruining her mood; now im scared shitless of the fact that she could dump me. i kno it doesnt sound like a lot happened, but i parrafrased...