15 weeks
filled out my paper work for the doctors that I need to turn in on Feb 2nd (my next appt.). I wish I could feel the baby move already but soon i will. =) my little peanut, I so can not wait to hold you in my arms and give you a bunch of kisses.
I'm on season 4 of Gilmore Girls and season 3 made me cry in the end when Rory was graduating HS. lol I have been very emotional lately. I am happy to be pregnant, some of my shirts barely fit. I still weigh 177 lbs. i started at 185 and when i found out i was pregnant it went down. keeps going from 171-179 back and forth and its kinda annoying. I am nervous to be a mother, i know i wont be like my birth mother how she treats me. But part of me tells me that Tom and I will do just fine. Last time I actually took care of newborns till a year or 2 yrs old was...lol wow umm my brother and sister are 14 or 15 right now. yeah that was long time ago, when my BM had me come by after school or weekends to watch the kids so she could go out with her friends. I kinda had to be their mother. But i do feel like i would fail as a mother.
I need to call the church to pick up our statement on how much we donated to the church for our taxes and sign up for baptism classes. Tom is putting it off and its annoying me that he doesn't want to call or set up things. It has to be me.
oh well at least he wants to go to the doctors appts with me. If he gets too seems like every time i have to go he cant because we cant find anyone to watch the office. Nothing new going on. Oh I am writing a journal for the baby. something my mother at least did for me. I am surprised.
Still having a bunch of weird dreams. kinda annoying.
I am hungry again. *sigh* gotta feed the little peanut, besides myself but someone is hungry. lol
I'm on season 4 of Gilmore Girls and season 3 made me cry in the end when Rory was graduating HS. lol I have been very emotional lately. I am happy to be pregnant, some of my shirts barely fit. I still weigh 177 lbs. i started at 185 and when i found out i was pregnant it went down. keeps going from 171-179 back and forth and its kinda annoying. I am nervous to be a mother, i know i wont be like my birth mother how she treats me. But part of me tells me that Tom and I will do just fine. Last time I actually took care of newborns till a year or 2 yrs old was...lol wow umm my brother and sister are 14 or 15 right now. yeah that was long time ago, when my BM had me come by after school or weekends to watch the kids so she could go out with her friends. I kinda had to be their mother. But i do feel like i would fail as a mother.
I need to call the church to pick up our statement on how much we donated to the church for our taxes and sign up for baptism classes. Tom is putting it off and its annoying me that he doesn't want to call or set up things. It has to be me.
oh well at least he wants to go to the doctors appts with me. If he gets too seems like every time i have to go he cant because we cant find anyone to watch the office. Nothing new going on. Oh I am writing a journal for the baby. something my mother at least did for me. I am surprised.
Still having a bunch of weird dreams. kinda annoying.
I am hungry again. *sigh* gotta feed the little peanut, besides myself but someone is hungry. lol