the leaves of redemtion
well today has emotionally interesting
by this point i don't know what to feel i can't really talk about either because the people how this involves both have access to this journal . but one thing i could learn from to day is absolutely nothing. one event just makes me confused about life. and the other hurts me. it makes me want to kill myself it's just ironic and sorta masochistic. well I'm gonna stop bitching and go.