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Ok so Johnny doesn’t want to be with me so what’s new. Hey at least I tried to make everything work out but I guess I try to hard. But yes fuck the whole Princess Bulshit, a waste of my life. Royalty is a waste of life period. Ok to all the people I’m not longer princess misery its just veronica and that’s it. This brought me no where I just want to be the same old Veronica I now hate title's and I know hate labels..........well I always hated label’s. Ok now for my day, it was bad as normal my mom found out the truth today and she’s giving me the silent treatment...........the truth was she went to the counselor today and of coarse the bitch that she is told my mom I had 28 absences but I knew it was going to catch up to me wow 28 I didn’t even realize I went to Andres’s house that many times and half the time I was there we either ate or smoked out and that was just great,at the time I thought is was all cool and shit and it lead me to now where it lead me to failure and now I have to suffer and go to night school this year and next year. Great and I thought it was going to become a great out come because I was just doing are relationship a favor and I wanted it to work and guess.... what it didn’t. Wow I never realized how pathetic, I was walking to his house everyday and it wasn’t a far walk but I guess I didn’t mind then. As for me fuck boys no I’m not going to turn into a lesbian because I lost all hope in guys. Ask anyone at main I fuckin love cock because now they see me as the biggest whore of life even though I had sex with 4 four people but I guess 4 is way to much. Not to mention people love to talk shit and that’s really getting on my fuckin nervous. Oh yeah and Teresa by you deleting me on my space no I’m not going to go into a corner and cry my fuckin eyes out............trust me your not that important to me and thank you actually did me a great favor I thank you a lot. Because my honest feelings is that your a total waste of fuckin life there is no reason for you on this fuckin earth., but I’m sorry I’m being cold hearted because you should know how that feels because your the same fuckin way and I’m going to stop being this way because I’m not going to step down to your level of intelligence, because your immaturity is so fuckin lame. Your 19 years old and your waste your life yeah you have a job and I congratulate you on that, but fuck Teresa its a bk what the fuck is that you got your high school diploma and I know you could do better then that trust me I actually have faith in you but you really need to fix your attitude because you trying so hard to be like V its really not working, your actually making a fool out of your self..............but enough talk about Teresa because I’m rambling again and she’s not that important for me to be wasting a paragraph and a half for.
Back to the subject night school isn’t that bad I mean 3 hours of my life down the drain isn’t that bad. As for me finally the modeling agency called me and now I have a decent job now well the one I worked for was good but I want a job that I could go to everyday and do different photo shoots everyday,as for me and rosa Well hopefully me could hang out on Friday with out my mom having a bitchy fit for once, talking about my mom she called me at 5 am and she woke me up and I was like wtf and said Veronica take the garbage out and I said no you have a husband to do that and her head hit the roof and as my step dad walking out the hose laughing. I told him yeah you find that so funny what kind of dad you are what kind of husband you are to my mom. So basically I won and I never have to take the trash out again and I walked away laughing in his face ****OWNED****. I hate him with a passion and i know me as a christian I should'nt hate anyone but Im not perfect and Im not a saint thank God lol but I just want to be me and thats it I dont want to be a fake figure walking around and knowing this is'nt me,and yes I love modeling and i love my job but I hate it when people are so Stereotypical and I hate it when people think omg thats a model she makes her self throw up becuase she thinks shes fat no I HATE THAT SHIT. NO I odnt and yes I do have to admit there are alot of models that way......and yes Im skinny because my dad is and I have my dad's jeans and no I dont make my selk throw up and I dont starve my self,and honestly I dont care what people say about me......Like again people dont make me I make myself.
Back to the subject night school isn’t that bad I mean 3 hours of my life down the drain isn’t that bad. As for me finally the modeling agency called me and now I have a decent job now well the one I worked for was good but I want a job that I could go to everyday and do different photo shoots everyday,as for me and rosa Well hopefully me could hang out on Friday with out my mom having a bitchy fit for once, talking about my mom she called me at 5 am and she woke me up and I was like wtf and said Veronica take the garbage out and I said no you have a husband to do that and her head hit the roof and as my step dad walking out the hose laughing. I told him yeah you find that so funny what kind of dad you are what kind of husband you are to my mom. So basically I won and I never have to take the trash out again and I walked away laughing in his face ****OWNED****. I hate him with a passion and i know me as a christian I should'nt hate anyone but Im not perfect and Im not a saint thank God lol but I just want to be me and thats it I dont want to be a fake figure walking around and knowing this is'nt me,and yes I love modeling and i love my job but I hate it when people are so Stereotypical and I hate it when people think omg thats a model she makes her self throw up becuase she thinks shes fat no I HATE THAT SHIT. NO I odnt and yes I do have to admit there are alot of models that way......and yes Im skinny because my dad is and I have my dad's jeans and no I dont make my selk throw up and I dont starve my self,and honestly I dont care what people say about me......Like again people dont make me I make myself.