man o man has it been a while

[skaterfreak009]

so this is an entry because i feel that it has been a while since last entered. a shit load of stuff has went down since last, nothing good. well the girl of my dreams is going out with someone and it just kills me. i love hanging out with her because she is beutiful, fun, caring, smart, funny, and all around amazing but when its her and her boyfriend i just feel bad, not for her or him but for myself. im not jelouse because i dont get jelouse it just hurts inside to know that someone else is, how to word this, umm well i cant explain it but i just feel shitty when we all hang out. i dont wish for her and him to break up because i would rather have her happy than myself so i hope that it goes well for her and everything ends up allright. ashton moved in with me about a month ago, its been fun and cool just to have someone there. i miss hanging out with alex though i miss our fun times together and really want to start chilling with him again. umm skating has been going well i wish to film more though and skate with ryan but for now i have summer camp to teach so well see how that goes. we should be moving into our apartment on the first of july but well see cuz right now we dont have everything together but hey hopefully. and if anybody ever needs a place to crash for a while feel free to hit me up and you can stay at the apt with me. its going to be me ashton and mallory so when we move in ill be sure to tell everyone. but thats it for now i know this is a long one but havnt updated in a while so here it is.

peace im outta here

duece