shitty

Jan 13, 2005 03:15

so these are the things that are streesing me out really bad right now. (in no particular order)

1. the skatepark, just trying to figure out the money situation and the building design and everything cuz with out the skatepark i think that i would probably quit skating and die iside.
2. the shed and garage apartment, again the money and the room mates and everything. i hope that ashton and alex still get to move in and everything goes as planned many years back becuase that would be RAAA d, haha inside joke.
3. my car, trying to sell my car and have or find the money to somehow buy a new one because its the hardest thing in the world to sell a car.
4. school, what more can i say trying to go everyday and get the grades i need to still have an all a average and all that fun jazz.
5. filming, trying to film and edit and skate for the video is hard because i want it to hurry up and just be over with and done so i can fill accomplished and what not. i know i shouldnt be worrying about it so much because it should be more of thomas' deal but hes not taking the iniciative to do so, so i feel that its all up to me to make this thing come together and get done because i want it to be really good and bad ass.
6. girlfriend, its so hard to like somebody for so long and not be able to tell them how you feel about them. i just want a girlfriend so i can talk, and watch movies, and cudle, and just someone to tell that i love them and know that they love me too, i miss that in my life because i havnt had it in so long.
7. life, just life in general is stressing me out, trying to figure everything out and just get on with it because its hard and not knowing what it has instore for you is really stressing, cuz i dont know what im going to do with my life i have plans but i just hope that they work out.

so those are the things that are streesing me out right now, i had more and more detail but my internet disconected me and erased it and im not going to retype all that again but hopefully everything works out in the end and i get back to my normal self pretty soon. i just have to grow up and start getting it done!

DUECE, im out
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