I'm going to squish Lex!!!!
so mom thinks my hand might be BROKEN!!!!! I'm kinda scared to try to go find out that and my head really hirts but if it is broken than it's kinda a loose loose istuation for me one one hand I don't risk my hand being fully opranatanial for the rest of my life but get to do tech NOW the other hand is that I will have my hand to do hopefully better things in my life but I will prity much be out of tech work for this semester and maybe later this year and I really don't want to do that... I really hope it's just REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY badly brused internaly because for that I wouldn't need a cast I would just have to do what I'm doing now which is haveing a bandage on it. god damn it why did Lex have to "help" me if it was Caitlin, Claire, or Alex like I wanted I wouldn't be posting this right now but no he fucking smashed my hand 4 times in a corse of 5 min the stupid ass. ok yeah I'm also on drugs right now for my head IT'S A GOOD THING EVERYONE TALKED SANITY INTO ME lol or as much of it's as possable.