Free
I have finally come to terms with this age old battle. I will always love her and must realize the sight of her will always throw my off but also know the reality. I am complete to be able to finally release all last htoughts and build I had. Now I feel free, confident, happy. I know being aroudn her will make me feel lost untill I find another but right now I don't have time for another. Yes there is Trish and she is great but we have not talked about dedication and for now it is all just chemistry and no relationship. There is one at the back of my mind that I seem to keep thinking about but as i said before, no time. I am too focused on making my dreams come true to be scured by girls. Time for Adam to be all that he can be G-d Damn it!!! As Josh said when I decide to go into somehting I go with all I have or nothing. And as Josh I am going in with everything, with everything to lose, lets just hope this time I don't lose it all as I did last time. But hey that is life. My life is boring though. I want to hear baout others lives who's are going somewhere in life. THose who are in knew colleges and in new situations. Please tel me. Tell me all. I swear, I will act like I care.