Jan 09, 2005 00:39
So far my job is great.
I really enjoy it there, it's just been a little crazy with the girls because one had to get restrained the other day, and some just been acting out, but other than that things are fine.
They actually ask to see me, and sit with them at dinner, and talk with them about how they're feeling
I love it soo much
On another note, I guess some shitty stuff has been going on. Mike still wants to see me, but he told me that he wasn't ready for a commitment. I totally am ready for something like that to..
I just get so fucking frustrated with guys..sometimes I don't understand the point in all of this
I felt sad to because he erased comments I left him on myspace..
I like him more than I should
I'm worth more than that..my new years resolution, I'm going to stick with.
I know I can be strong about that stuff
What matters is in your heart, not anything about being physical. That's just..the icing on the cake so to speak.
eh..
Anyways, hopefully hanging out with chad tomorrow or something before he leaves for virginia again. I'm going to miss him a lot
I also want to do more things with my friends haven't seen them that much for a little over a month now