Haven't updated for a while
So things are going good. I just went to rhode island to visit my friend bob, and went to his friend's wedding with him. I had a great time, met some nice kids, and the bride and groom looked lovely. The bride made pins for everyone, that had drawings of them both on it, and "the Donnelys" above it, in different colors, haha. Such a great idea.
And I'm back on Zoloft to. I tried to wean myself off of it, but it didn't work so well. I was a mess, not myself for a couple of days. I get these awful anxiety attacks, and get worried about tons of things at once, and can't eat anything, etc. I hate having to take it but it's not that bad of a thing to, it's not my fault that my neurons aren't giving off enough juice,lol.
And it's been 6 weeks with Chad to. I almost blew it with him I think. I told him that I felt like it was too good to be true, that I'm so happy with him. I haven't been this happy with someone in a long time. But I was worried for a couple of days when he didn't call, so I tried to call him a bunch of times..and that weirded him out. But I explained that I've had shitty relationships..and sometimes, get ditched by the guy im dating for no good reason. And I have to just calm down, and go with the flow more like he's doing with me. It's tough but I think I can do it for him. I'm going to try really hard because it's mostly all in my head anyways. So we hung out, went to bob's for the game, and then I drove him home. I was a little dissapointed I didn't get to cuddle with him,lol at his house because it was late last night when I drove him home, but whatever, I'll get to sometime this week,lol. I just don't want to blow it with him.
And just working, getting my resume together to find a BETTER JOB, starting to study for the GRE test, got a new pair of snowboard pants, 3 cd's ( Modest Mouse, Mars Volta, and Snow Patrol), umm..hopefully going up to Plymouth soon, hanging out with Lloyd tonight, then seeing Sarah on Wed and her new baby boy Zane!
And I'm back on Zoloft to. I tried to wean myself off of it, but it didn't work so well. I was a mess, not myself for a couple of days. I get these awful anxiety attacks, and get worried about tons of things at once, and can't eat anything, etc. I hate having to take it but it's not that bad of a thing to, it's not my fault that my neurons aren't giving off enough juice,lol.
And it's been 6 weeks with Chad to. I almost blew it with him I think. I told him that I felt like it was too good to be true, that I'm so happy with him. I haven't been this happy with someone in a long time. But I was worried for a couple of days when he didn't call, so I tried to call him a bunch of times..and that weirded him out. But I explained that I've had shitty relationships..and sometimes, get ditched by the guy im dating for no good reason. And I have to just calm down, and go with the flow more like he's doing with me. It's tough but I think I can do it for him. I'm going to try really hard because it's mostly all in my head anyways. So we hung out, went to bob's for the game, and then I drove him home. I was a little dissapointed I didn't get to cuddle with him,lol at his house because it was late last night when I drove him home, but whatever, I'll get to sometime this week,lol. I just don't want to blow it with him.
And just working, getting my resume together to find a BETTER JOB, starting to study for the GRE test, got a new pair of snowboard pants, 3 cd's ( Modest Mouse, Mars Volta, and Snow Patrol), umm..hopefully going up to Plymouth soon, hanging out with Lloyd tonight, then seeing Sarah on Wed and her new baby boy Zane!