anyone have a fork?
the time we spent together last night was so amazing, it's hard to think of how all that could change in one day. i asked her what she wanted to do and she said "just hold me." i ended up falling asleep in her arms because i was so tired. i woke up like, 45 minutes later and asked her why she didnt wake me up. "you're sleepy, go back to sleep." i was so happy in her arms. it felt like i was being held by an angel. sigh. i'd wake up every now and then and i'd feel her playing with my hair. eventually she fell asleep too... but when i woke up again, she had left. it's hard knowing all your time is gonna run out in a matter of 5 months. then she'll be gone forever. i wish there was an easier answer to this. should i go with her? if so, how would i go about doing that... i still have a year of high school to finish. sigh. i dont know.
and now it seems everything has changed because when she needed me today, i was at band practice. and now she's sorta upset at me...because she said she really needed me, and i wasn't there... i asked her why... and she wouldn't give a direct answer. i know she's going through alotta stress right now, but we really needed that practice. im here for her now, but she really wont talk to me. GIRLS.
and now it seems everything has changed because when she needed me today, i was at band practice. and now she's sorta upset at me...because she said she really needed me, and i wasn't there... i asked her why... and she wouldn't give a direct answer. i know she's going through alotta stress right now, but we really needed that practice. im here for her now, but she really wont talk to me. GIRLS.