this song says it all.

[skatepunkster]

I can't keep myself straight
You're the first to hear me say it
And it's the last thing that she said
That's got me thinking
It's the last thing that she said that changes everything
It's all I know
It's everything
Just stay right here and...
What I want to come true
Will never be real
It's getting hard to see you
It's healthier to stay away from you now