May 29, 2005 23:10
Today I skated a contest in San Angelo. I won it. Like how am I sposed to respond when people congradulate me? No sierously, or how ever the fuck you spell it, like people come up to me and are like "good job" or "great run" and the only response I give is "thanks man" and then I walk away. I m trying really hard not to be arrogant but I dont want to be an asshole either. But I really dont have time to just sit and bullshit around ya know. so now I feel like an asshole for not sitting and chilling.?? anyway Jake Nunn judged it, in case you dont know who that is he is like a big name pro who rides for think skateboards. I talked to him a little.?? I shaved this really wierd pinstripe thing on the right side of my head yesterday and it looks like shit really bad like. you guys can laugh at me when you see it. the worst part was like I was interviewed by the news today out at the park, and then after I realized like, Holy shit my hair is horrible and thier showing that to everyone in san angelo, haha. im sposed to be on some newspaper too. ??? dude but last night, you guys can make fun of me for this too, I was looking at johnnys lava lamp. and I just realized how much a lava lamp was similar to life. think about it. the stuff inside the lavalamp always changes shape, which could mean how our lives are always changing. Or how the stuff goes up and comes down. its like emotions up and down. or the rise and fall of a government. and this got me thinking about all of this stuff. Like how everyone should be good to eachother. and give eachother respect. Like I know this kid little aaron some of you might know him. anyway he has real potential to go far with skating and its obvious but the kid has no respect for his mom. and his mom gives him everything. I went to his 13th b-day last night and he is just...wrong to everyone around him. its like he is controlling his family. It seems to me like potential pro skater could possibally turn out to be idk like a dictator of a country. And it made me sad to think, this is the kid I taught to skate. another instance of the lava lamp effect, as I am going to call it, When the goo inside is at the bottom it eventually comes back up this could represent how like even if your at the lowest point in your life you can still get back on top. but keep it up if you want to stay off of the bottom. and as I gazed at this lava lamp I saw more, like when one blob goes up as another goes down they clash and sometimes combine, and the one already going down tries to take the warmer rising one with it. but it keeps going up. This could represent how when your feeling good about yourself someone tries to bring you down and the happy ascending one always wins. Isnt it weird how something as simple and mindless as a lava lamp could contain like meaning or morals. Think about it. If your close minded then will you ever live?