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i love how just as soon as we're starting to make plans and it seems things are going good for a while, it all blows up in my face. dropping off the map and backing out like a frightened dog with its tail between its legs. why is it so hard to have a stable relationship? what is wrong with us?? maybe we just aren't compatible. or too compatible, but never in the same place at the same time. lacking serendipity. either way i smell disaster