entry 8
so i've been really busy lately and haven't really had the time or felt like writing.i've been basically doing the same old shit, work, skating, and some stuff with girls.
a couple weeks ago, on a saturday, me and sam were working down in Edgewater, and found a poster next to the water. the poster we found shows how retarded and redneck the people down in edgewater are. while we were down there at almost every house there were multiple confederate flags ranging from flags to necklaces with the flag on it to hats also showing the confederate flag. and i swear to god i also saw a swatstica hanging on the inside of this one guys porch.
on the poster we found there were several spelling errors and multiple retarded comments. they spelled innocent "inocient," they speled animals "anamals," and they spelled poluting "poluteing." also on the poster on the bottom half where it says "why littering in the water is wrong" they say the same statement 3 times in different words, they basically said;
1. "it will kill anamals"
2. "it will kill anamals"
3. "it will kill anamals"
personally im surprised they even counted in the right order, the poster is only written proof of what i experienced talking to the people that lived there that day. you may be saying that maybe they were just kids that posted up the posters for boyscouts or something, which may be true, but i wouldn't doubt that it was a fully grown man or woman who wrote the posters. even if it was a kid they wouldn't go off by themself to post up posters at the bay, they would most likely be driven around by their parent to post them up, which no doubt wouldve read the posters. now what kid of parent would let their child represent their town and the bay with horrible grammatical errors and retarded statements, ill tell you who, retarded parents who are equally as dumb as their 8 year old child.
the posters beneath...
i also have been skating a lot and broke my board about a week ago when i got really pissed, it was getting to be a peice of shit anyway. so i bought a new deck the next day and almost immediatly the griptape started coming off in various places. i cut the peices off and pressed the remaining griptape back on, it just kept peeling and would bend back and stick to my feet while i skate, im not sure if its a new type of griptape or something, but its really pissing me off. its been like 2 days and almost half of my griptape has come off, im broke till friday, but maybe if i go down there they'll do it for free, cuz i know a couple of the people that work there. im not trying to spend another 10 bucks to replace griptape that i didnt even fuck up.
with girls i dont really know whats going on right now, i do like a couple girls, and a few of them like me too, but i have no idea what i am going to do. right now im not in a relationship with anybody but i dont like fornicating or kissing more than one person in an amount of time. i have kissed a few girls within the past week or so and i kind of feel bad about it because i may have thought i knew what i was doing then, and i may have had intentions of being with them, but i may not anymore. sometimes things happen at the spur of the moment and you dont think before you do things, but i am still unsure what i am going to do relationship wise.
now i may have said that i am over jo and blah blah blah, and that i dont like her anymore, but what i do is my prerogative, and i can change my mind or do w.e i want. if you have feelings for someone as strong as i did for her than unless something earth shattering happens than the feelings will never fully disinigrate, and there will always be something there. im not saying that i am or am not going to persue a relationship or anything like that, but what i am saying is that it is my decision and only mine what i do in my personal life, so i don't need nor do i care what other people think of what i do in terms of who i go out with and how many times i change my mind, so the people who make judgements and say things to me like that i dont know what i want or w.e can fuck off because they are wasting their time. and yes to awnser any questions i do still like her, but its not as big of a deal as it used to be, shes a cool girl and if she wants to go out with me than fine, and if she doesnt its cool nothing will change, we'll still be friends. im not hung up on her and am not obsessing or constantly hoping something will happen between us. i like her, and thats the basis of it right now, its not a big deal.
yesterday me brady jo britt kyle and kevin all went to Henryton Mental Hospital. we hung out there and walked around until we saw some people there that looked like they were laying down wires or something, that looked right at us. it was fun though, it was my first time there and it seemed pretty cool. we only had time to go through one building though, cuz brady had to be home at 3. i wouldnt mind going back there sometime soon. i talked to brady a lot yesterday while we were heading back to the car and hanging out, he seems like a cool kid. i never really said anything bad about him, age isnt really and insult and he does have orange hair, so its not really making fun of him. but from what i know of him so far he seems like a cool kid, and i have nothing against him and i never have. i guess i was just jealous of the situation between him and jo.
a couple weeks ago, on a saturday, me and sam were working down in Edgewater, and found a poster next to the water. the poster we found shows how retarded and redneck the people down in edgewater are. while we were down there at almost every house there were multiple confederate flags ranging from flags to necklaces with the flag on it to hats also showing the confederate flag. and i swear to god i also saw a swatstica hanging on the inside of this one guys porch.
on the poster we found there were several spelling errors and multiple retarded comments. they spelled innocent "inocient," they speled animals "anamals," and they spelled poluting "poluteing." also on the poster on the bottom half where it says "why littering in the water is wrong" they say the same statement 3 times in different words, they basically said;
1. "it will kill anamals"
2. "it will kill anamals"
3. "it will kill anamals"
personally im surprised they even counted in the right order, the poster is only written proof of what i experienced talking to the people that lived there that day. you may be saying that maybe they were just kids that posted up the posters for boyscouts or something, which may be true, but i wouldn't doubt that it was a fully grown man or woman who wrote the posters. even if it was a kid they wouldn't go off by themself to post up posters at the bay, they would most likely be driven around by their parent to post them up, which no doubt wouldve read the posters. now what kid of parent would let their child represent their town and the bay with horrible grammatical errors and retarded statements, ill tell you who, retarded parents who are equally as dumb as their 8 year old child.
the posters beneath...
i also have been skating a lot and broke my board about a week ago when i got really pissed, it was getting to be a peice of shit anyway. so i bought a new deck the next day and almost immediatly the griptape started coming off in various places. i cut the peices off and pressed the remaining griptape back on, it just kept peeling and would bend back and stick to my feet while i skate, im not sure if its a new type of griptape or something, but its really pissing me off. its been like 2 days and almost half of my griptape has come off, im broke till friday, but maybe if i go down there they'll do it for free, cuz i know a couple of the people that work there. im not trying to spend another 10 bucks to replace griptape that i didnt even fuck up.
with girls i dont really know whats going on right now, i do like a couple girls, and a few of them like me too, but i have no idea what i am going to do. right now im not in a relationship with anybody but i dont like fornicating or kissing more than one person in an amount of time. i have kissed a few girls within the past week or so and i kind of feel bad about it because i may have thought i knew what i was doing then, and i may have had intentions of being with them, but i may not anymore. sometimes things happen at the spur of the moment and you dont think before you do things, but i am still unsure what i am going to do relationship wise.
now i may have said that i am over jo and blah blah blah, and that i dont like her anymore, but what i do is my prerogative, and i can change my mind or do w.e i want. if you have feelings for someone as strong as i did for her than unless something earth shattering happens than the feelings will never fully disinigrate, and there will always be something there. im not saying that i am or am not going to persue a relationship or anything like that, but what i am saying is that it is my decision and only mine what i do in my personal life, so i don't need nor do i care what other people think of what i do in terms of who i go out with and how many times i change my mind, so the people who make judgements and say things to me like that i dont know what i want or w.e can fuck off because they are wasting their time. and yes to awnser any questions i do still like her, but its not as big of a deal as it used to be, shes a cool girl and if she wants to go out with me than fine, and if she doesnt its cool nothing will change, we'll still be friends. im not hung up on her and am not obsessing or constantly hoping something will happen between us. i like her, and thats the basis of it right now, its not a big deal.
yesterday me brady jo britt kyle and kevin all went to Henryton Mental Hospital. we hung out there and walked around until we saw some people there that looked like they were laying down wires or something, that looked right at us. it was fun though, it was my first time there and it seemed pretty cool. we only had time to go through one building though, cuz brady had to be home at 3. i wouldnt mind going back there sometime soon. i talked to brady a lot yesterday while we were heading back to the car and hanging out, he seems like a cool kid. i never really said anything bad about him, age isnt really and insult and he does have orange hair, so its not really making fun of him. but from what i know of him so far he seems like a cool kid, and i have nothing against him and i never have. i guess i was just jealous of the situation between him and jo.