Aug 19, 2004 21:18
alright so today was the first day of school, pretty exciting, cept i didnt go. i wanted too sooo bad...
there seriously are some cool ppl at that school...real ppl
people i noticed before
but didnt like bring myself to meet them correctly
i cant wait to go back. not this tuesday but the
tuesday after that, since andy is coming on monday..yey
i cant wait to get there and see nathanial and rick
and hang out w/ megan..
and a few new ppl like stacey and michaela. theyre both
like AMAZING...true...neat...and just plain fucking
great ppl.
TOMORROW (friday)
ha im going to megans to stay the weekend while her parents are gone...
rick and nathanial are coming over there. i cant wait..
under the same roof as nathanial. I HOPE ANDY NEVER READS THIS he musnt know about my crush on nathanial.
truthfully tho. i dont know if i want to be w/ andy anymore
honestly. cuz well IM GETTING BORED WITH LONG DISTANCE
EVERYONE would agree if i said a girl needed more
than just a 10 hour phone convo everyday
i need kisses
and hugs
just hanging out.
i love him WITH ALL MY HEART...but
i hate being depressed and this is making me more and more depressed...its like