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I find myself chashing the unattainable... why? I have no idea, i think its this little thing call the 'heart' and the 'gutt feelings'. Cant they just leave me alone... seriously.
Why do I still want to run 50km behind this truck that left me at the last red light? Why do I still wnat to climbe to the highest part of the mountain when my oxygen is running low?
Why does life always give you things that you want so bad and yet you can't have them, All the damn time. Or life allows you to experience something beyond words and then is like 'oh nope, you having to much fun, got to take that away now'.
And when I go out, why is it that I hope to run into someone no matter where I am. Its this constant looking for soemone who I know is not going to be there. I guess its me subconciously wishing that they were. The constant thoughts, the constant waiting, the random smiles that make their way upon my lips with even the mention of a name. Some feelings can wrap you up so bad.
But all I have to say is
When I see that smile, my world... My world is alright.
P.s..... oh have I mentioned at all how much I hate xmas hours.. but i guess i can suck it up cause i dont work on xmas eve or new years =) damn right
Why do I still want to run 50km behind this truck that left me at the last red light? Why do I still wnat to climbe to the highest part of the mountain when my oxygen is running low?
Why does life always give you things that you want so bad and yet you can't have them, All the damn time. Or life allows you to experience something beyond words and then is like 'oh nope, you having to much fun, got to take that away now'.
And when I go out, why is it that I hope to run into someone no matter where I am. Its this constant looking for soemone who I know is not going to be there. I guess its me subconciously wishing that they were. The constant thoughts, the constant waiting, the random smiles that make their way upon my lips with even the mention of a name. Some feelings can wrap you up so bad.
But all I have to say is
When I see that smile, my world... My world is alright.
P.s..... oh have I mentioned at all how much I hate xmas hours.. but i guess i can suck it up cause i dont work on xmas eve or new years =) damn right