An entery in one of my many books....
Dec 6, 2005
I sit her before this book a new man. I have gained so much from people around me, my family, and those who I have come to love. I sit here and some how I know that one day will have made a positive impact on everyone I have crossed paths with some way or another.
I look back on mypast and nothing has ever come easy to me no matter what it was. I have struggled through life and some how, laughed most of teh way through it. No matter how down I was, i always found time to make others smile, no matter how much i hated my body, I made others see how beautiful they really are. I stand infront of my mirror today and I can smile, I can look myself in the eyes and realize I have started my journey to be the man I know I am.
I have never regreted anythign in my entire 18 years if life. These were the cards I was delt and personally, I have made my hand 4 aces. Every dissapointment, every broken promise, every broken heart and shattered dream has made me the strong gentleman that stands before you today.
Nothing is ever handed to you in life, you need to make ithappen for yourself. Nothing was ever spoon fed to me, I had to work to get where I am today. Sure I might not be book smart, or academically inclined, but I have gained soemthing not everyone can say they have. I have Pride for all the achievements that no medal or award could ever replace.
I sit her before this book a new man. I have gained so much from people around me, my family, and those who I have come to love. I sit here and some how I know that one day will have made a positive impact on everyone I have crossed paths with some way or another.
I look back on mypast and nothing has ever come easy to me no matter what it was. I have struggled through life and some how, laughed most of teh way through it. No matter how down I was, i always found time to make others smile, no matter how much i hated my body, I made others see how beautiful they really are. I stand infront of my mirror today and I can smile, I can look myself in the eyes and realize I have started my journey to be the man I know I am.
I have never regreted anythign in my entire 18 years if life. These were the cards I was delt and personally, I have made my hand 4 aces. Every dissapointment, every broken promise, every broken heart and shattered dream has made me the strong gentleman that stands before you today.
Nothing is ever handed to you in life, you need to make ithappen for yourself. Nothing was ever spoon fed to me, I had to work to get where I am today. Sure I might not be book smart, or academically inclined, but I have gained soemthing not everyone can say they have. I have Pride for all the achievements that no medal or award could ever replace.