for some god damn reason i can't get my music loud enough to block the incessant nagging of todays dieing common world, it is bull-shit, and the only inevetable way out is death. whether you like it or not. but you have to get used to the worst things that happen, for what happens, only happens for a reason. and the reason is more often or not, execrable. to think, i once actually cared. but why attempt to, when what you do is just going through the motions of a daily routine. or in a greater sense of the word, nightmare. this of course stems back to people. the same people that tell us what to do everyday, the same people who single handedly destroy the perfect system we live in. people are simply stupid. and i am dumb for opening up to them. i should have just stuck to my original friends. this whole thing is rediculous and with all due respect pointless. i inquire acknowledgement from substantial populous. but it won't matter. if only i could go back in time and destroy what i have created and started. only to remake myself for the better...or worse. whichever will breed contempt. heres to you. you stupid fucking character triggerman.
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