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Gosh,
Today seem is soo worse, I guess I have such bitchy week,
afterwhile this guy was quitting for some reasons I find out, today there was rumors and it is true.
I relazied and now I guess we are fade away... I kept thinking abt him and wondering. In first place why do I fk him and break up w/ him last summer, I was like what the fuck why do I? I not really totally remmy why do I, but some reasons I think I was just tell him Fk him in accidecently, or whatever it was I dunno.. I think I gotta lose him, ever see him again but perhaps I will see him in someday. I mean I luv to be friend w/ him. In CSDF, many who is in 6th and some of 7th grade- boys only was happy dat this guy was quitting, Honestly I not unds why some of them was happy, they told me cuz he was so FKED up FAGGG gayy!!! Gay? He was gay? I dunno if it was true or not. I kept thinking I think I am went to wrong skool cause the plms, cannot focus on the work, etc I mean I came to CSDF for learning, fun, hang out wit friends, and good education but later I fugure out, my grade seem like it is go down, I dunno what is fag wrong w/ me. I JUST DUNNO.. I just noticed myself my grade go so down or bit go down from some of period classes, now I am in B to D unless my teachers told me she seem like I am go down little and ask me what's going on w. me, I was like shitty.. After later today I seem miss a lot class, talk w/ my teacher (Writing Period) how I felt and hard time to focus on my work, then one of my classmate got in and we talk abt etc then I am crying for the reasons. I did say mutha fucka, shitty, I wish I will never to be born for (to get in plms w/ friends) etc, and Fagg.. to my teacher then I am crying, my tears go down, My hand is cover my face and my hand go down and look at teacher and she look so shocked when she see me to say dat then the Principal took me and talk w. me abt situations blah then going back to science period, I was feel like not to be in class so I ask my teacher mind I sit out of classroom for time out so I was sit and my tears go down etc, many MS kids walking around and look at me, gosh I have MOFO FAGGG week, crying for alomost this week for a reasons etc man.
Honestly, I feel like I AM WENT TO WRONG SKOOL FOR ME CAUSE ............ SIGHS
Today seem is soo worse, I guess I have such bitchy week,
afterwhile this guy was quitting for some reasons I find out, today there was rumors and it is true.
I relazied and now I guess we are fade away... I kept thinking abt him and wondering. In first place why do I fk him and break up w/ him last summer, I was like what the fuck why do I? I not really totally remmy why do I, but some reasons I think I was just tell him Fk him in accidecently, or whatever it was I dunno.. I think I gotta lose him, ever see him again but perhaps I will see him in someday. I mean I luv to be friend w/ him. In CSDF, many who is in 6th and some of 7th grade- boys only was happy dat this guy was quitting, Honestly I not unds why some of them was happy, they told me cuz he was so FKED up FAGGG gayy!!! Gay? He was gay? I dunno if it was true or not. I kept thinking I think I am went to wrong skool cause the plms, cannot focus on the work, etc I mean I came to CSDF for learning, fun, hang out wit friends, and good education but later I fugure out, my grade seem like it is go down, I dunno what is fag wrong w/ me. I JUST DUNNO.. I just noticed myself my grade go so down or bit go down from some of period classes, now I am in B to D unless my teachers told me she seem like I am go down little and ask me what's going on w. me, I was like shitty.. After later today I seem miss a lot class, talk w/ my teacher (Writing Period) how I felt and hard time to focus on my work, then one of my classmate got in and we talk abt etc then I am crying for the reasons. I did say mutha fucka, shitty, I wish I will never to be born for (to get in plms w/ friends) etc, and Fagg.. to my teacher then I am crying, my tears go down, My hand is cover my face and my hand go down and look at teacher and she look so shocked when she see me to say dat then the Principal took me and talk w. me abt situations blah then going back to science period, I was feel like not to be in class so I ask my teacher mind I sit out of classroom for time out so I was sit and my tears go down etc, many MS kids walking around and look at me, gosh I have MOFO FAGGG week, crying for alomost this week for a reasons etc man.
Honestly, I feel like I AM WENT TO WRONG SKOOL FOR ME CAUSE ............ SIGHS