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you know something life just sucks for me.. why.. o why.. i do what i am supposed to.. i follow the law i follow the rules i do as im supposed to.. why.. why... yes i know good guys get ahead in life.. but why must i suffer... i just fucking hate it all.. nothign ever works how its supposed to.. nothing i ever buy works correctly or is correct.. nothing is perfect i know but nothing i ever do is right to others and when id o something right its still not right.. i just want to show every one i can do it.. i can i can but they wont listen or watch.. if i came up with the secret of life no one would listen.. no one.. gee is this how hitler started out? i wonder i wonder i dont blame the jews i have a great jew friend.. she rocks.. cant hate teh jews i do my best in what ever it is.. i ask for more i do it all and do good i dont know how to quit.. i dont i cant i said im going to quit cross country but i cant.. i just cant say i quit without laughing... why... why why why why why why why why why why why why me ..... why me.. why o why .....w.. .h... y.... that word looks different.. why... ive had it.... even though there are a few out there that care for me.. i love them they love me back but still why