relapse.
it's two thirty in the morning and I'm pretty bored and I can't seem to get to sleep. maybe because I slept until two this afternoon, or maybe it's because we girlfriend left today and I'm not falling asleep with her, either way, it's harsh. Brittany left today after her six days of living the Elwood dream, it was real sad to see her go, and I hate saying goodbye to her, it's the worst feeling in the world. I don't know when I'm going to see her next, either, and that really bothers me. I start my job back at the Dollar General tomorrow, which is the main reason that I don't know when I'm going to see her again. she's moving to Purdue soon for her summer classes, and it makes me happy that she's only going to be an hour and so away. it's comforting. I like her. on a lighter note, the boys and I have been busy in the woods making a nice fort, equip with fire pit, weapons, and benches. I got poison ivy for the first time ever from being out there, and I'm not sure that I like it all that much. nope, I sure don't. I hope it goes away soon. I started reading "The Catcher in the Rye" this evening, I have many books that I need to read, and I think I'm going to start making that a nightly thing from now on. I put a new cd player in the ol' read Sunfire yesterday. the bass is sweet, ya know, just trying to bring red thunder back into the game.