me as of late
ohhh lj..how i missed you.
ive had some moments recently. you know those moments that make you stop and think. those are solid moments in life that if you step back and look at your life and realize stuff isnt right you can go ahead and fix things. but sometimes its easier said than done.
im starting to doubt. i hate the word and i dont enjoy living in it.
what do i want to do with my life?
what will make me happy to wake up in the morning and wanna go to work?
unknown answers for a drifting mind.
i keep going back and forth with myself. is the whole college thing for me? i basically hate all my classes but i like the campus and the friends ive made. i started off with one major then that didnt turn out to be right for me so i switched to something i thought was so much more interesting. i only get one class to do with my major this semester and i wanna shoot myself in the dome cause of how redic it is. i like another class but i dont even know if you can take it as a major and even if i could would i lose interest just like this time?? i prolly would
im an unmotovated, lazy person with no drive to do anything.
im scared for myself and just wish i knew what i wanted to do with myself..
i wish i could stay committed to something and actually enjoy doing it.
*if you cant love yourself than no one can*
go ahead give yourself a hug and just forget about life and all the materialistics. i wish things were more based on what you do for people. not what you do for a living. money is power and consumed in it you become powerless.
im just looking for meaning.
annnnnnyyyways...
heres an idea i got recently that i might try. say your having an off day. things just arent rollin your way and you feel down and depressed. call a friend. when the pick up just say.."why do you love me?"
they'll say whatt? just repeat why do you love me, why are we friends? and a real friend will let you know why. make you feel a lil better about yourself. sometimes all you need is love and for someone you care about to let you know just what they love about you.
alright well im done.
later days.
ive had some moments recently. you know those moments that make you stop and think. those are solid moments in life that if you step back and look at your life and realize stuff isnt right you can go ahead and fix things. but sometimes its easier said than done.
im starting to doubt. i hate the word and i dont enjoy living in it.
what do i want to do with my life?
what will make me happy to wake up in the morning and wanna go to work?
unknown answers for a drifting mind.
i keep going back and forth with myself. is the whole college thing for me? i basically hate all my classes but i like the campus and the friends ive made. i started off with one major then that didnt turn out to be right for me so i switched to something i thought was so much more interesting. i only get one class to do with my major this semester and i wanna shoot myself in the dome cause of how redic it is. i like another class but i dont even know if you can take it as a major and even if i could would i lose interest just like this time?? i prolly would
im an unmotovated, lazy person with no drive to do anything.
im scared for myself and just wish i knew what i wanted to do with myself..
i wish i could stay committed to something and actually enjoy doing it.
*if you cant love yourself than no one can*
go ahead give yourself a hug and just forget about life and all the materialistics. i wish things were more based on what you do for people. not what you do for a living. money is power and consumed in it you become powerless.
im just looking for meaning.
annnnnnyyyways...
heres an idea i got recently that i might try. say your having an off day. things just arent rollin your way and you feel down and depressed. call a friend. when the pick up just say.."why do you love me?"
they'll say whatt? just repeat why do you love me, why are we friends? and a real friend will let you know why. make you feel a lil better about yourself. sometimes all you need is love and for someone you care about to let you know just what they love about you.
alright well im done.
later days.