everlong

Feb 03, 2007 22:43

bare with me, just my thoughts written down.

im confused. i dont really know whats what and yeah, sure i dislike that fact, most people do. but then other times i just get to thinking. thinking is never good. either you dont think on it long enough and you end up saying something or doing something that was never meant to be said or done. or you think on it too long and every moment is one you play over in over in your head wondering if it went the way it was suppose to. but thats what makes things the way they are. we make things the way they are. for us. for others.

if id just done this differently or if i gave a little more. tried just a little harder maybe this could have been. no, we do what we do cause we act on what we feel and the feeling only passes too quickly. then we just linger with false hope. hoping that feeling will come back, maybe for good this time.
keep your fingers crossed.
keep wishing on that falling star.
keep your hope, even if it is a fools hope.
a fool is only as good as his smile.
you have become this fools hope and just like i remebmer your eyes are the reason for this fools smile.

ill smile and ill be happy. i have no reason not to be. every once in a while ill have to swirve from the difficult things thrown into my life. but for every swirve i take there are long stretchs of road to remind me there will always be feeling and a memory. each new strech is a new feeling and a new memory. you'll always be my favorite feeling and my brightest memory.

hope you know. i still care, and havent stopped smiling.

<3
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