day in the life..
welll lets see here..life..as always has its ups and downs..its goods and bads..we all should be used to that and i kno i have learned not to dwell on anything too long because if something shitty happens..it happens for a reason..why it happens and for wut the reasons are..well that beats the fuck out of me..im gonna go back to this sweet guy called Forest Gump and quote him..
"Mamma always says, Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what your gonna get"
how very true my slightly retarted friend and his mother is...
my grandpa is in the hospital and has been for a few weeks now...i hate hospitals..never been there for anything good really..never been when someone was pregnate..bringing new life into the world..never been because someone was getting a new kidney or heart..i personally have only been to witness everything bad..my Nana a few years ago was sick and i got to go visit her and pretty much watch her slowly die in a white room, on a plain bed with a mask on her face and tubes commming out of her mouth and nose..my cousin gabby went to the hosspital be cause she had something wrong with her brain and had to get screws placed into her head..thank god she is alright...and now my grandpa is in the hospital..getting surgery as we speak, but yet the doctors dont know what is tottaly wrong with him and dont know what is cause all these problems.."high risk" is a word i heard alot when my parents were talking about the surgery..his lungs are at "high risk", his heart is at "high risk"..even getting prepped before sugery getting a needle in for medicine he is at "high risk"..i just lost my Nana not too long ago and im only 17..im not ready to lose anyone else..not my gramps..not the one who used to come every saturday mourning and watch me bowl..not the one who used to send my fishing magazines because he wanted me to learn about all differnt types of activites...not the one that gave me the biggest hugs i could ever have and ever look forward to when i saw him...not the one who i got my sarcastic sense of humor and my stubborness from..im not ready to lose my grandpa....
this entry is for my Nana who i miss dearly...and for my Grandpa who is fighting for his life..i love you gramps and i pray that you stay strong
i am so emo it makes sick sometimes...
sean
"Mamma always says, Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what your gonna get"
how very true my slightly retarted friend and his mother is...
my grandpa is in the hospital and has been for a few weeks now...i hate hospitals..never been there for anything good really..never been when someone was pregnate..bringing new life into the world..never been because someone was getting a new kidney or heart..i personally have only been to witness everything bad..my Nana a few years ago was sick and i got to go visit her and pretty much watch her slowly die in a white room, on a plain bed with a mask on her face and tubes commming out of her mouth and nose..my cousin gabby went to the hosspital be cause she had something wrong with her brain and had to get screws placed into her head..thank god she is alright...and now my grandpa is in the hospital..getting surgery as we speak, but yet the doctors dont know what is tottaly wrong with him and dont know what is cause all these problems.."high risk" is a word i heard alot when my parents were talking about the surgery..his lungs are at "high risk", his heart is at "high risk"..even getting prepped before sugery getting a needle in for medicine he is at "high risk"..i just lost my Nana not too long ago and im only 17..im not ready to lose anyone else..not my gramps..not the one who used to come every saturday mourning and watch me bowl..not the one who used to send my fishing magazines because he wanted me to learn about all differnt types of activites...not the one that gave me the biggest hugs i could ever have and ever look forward to when i saw him...not the one who i got my sarcastic sense of humor and my stubborness from..im not ready to lose my grandpa....
this entry is for my Nana who i miss dearly...and for my Grandpa who is fighting for his life..i love you gramps and i pray that you stay strong
i am so emo it makes sick sometimes...
sean