Mar 03, 2006 12:16
my son died today.
it's strange how i can feel so much love for someone i've never met. he will always be a part of me, and i never even got a chance to hold him. it's not fair. i should have been able to tell him i love him. i'd give anything to be able to make him smile.
this may seem selfish, but i'd appreciate it if everyone i love and care about could find some time, just a moment or two, to think about me and my son. if possible, raise a pint for James William Allan. he would've been one hell of a guy.