k well i havnt written in here is sooo long and i dont really know what to write now. COMMUNICATION is sooooooo frustrating for me with friends, lovers, pretty much every one.
underlying issues???? i dont know why or what id going on but i cant figure any thing out . i want somthing i get it and then it somehow gets screwed up.errrrrr frustrating sometimess i think i am an entierly differnt person that what people see and know, i want to go on a quest mabey a treasure hunt or some thing.