One more round and then bottles to the groundwor

[skasadvocate]

I can't get it right. It seems I can never get it right. The things that i really want and the stuff I really want to do well in, I can't. Somehow everything gets sabatoged, fucked up, and then I feel like a jackass once again. I need new focuses and goals and need to stay away from worrying about other people and generic things that everyone worries about because it seems I am not doing anything right, I'm not getting anywhere. All I feel is disappointment and my effort is unneccessary and not appreciated.

In other news, I still like alcohol and I am quitting smoking, GO ME!