your too smart to act so dumb.

[skarykitie]

i do not feel pretty.
i do not feel sexy.
i do not feel attractive.
i do not feel desired.
i rarely do anymore.

i have had a cold and the goopey eye for a couple weeks now.
and they don't want to leave.
my body must be a good host.

i miss mama.
i really really miss mama.
talking to mama,
is as easy as thinking.
we are always on the same wavelength.
she is too too too far.

i used to be an avid lover of porn.
i hate it now.
it is more interesting than me.

i am not healthy.
i
am
not
healthy.

i am made up of instincts.
none of which are too keen.

i just feel
so not healthy.