i am fine this is fine we are fine i am fine i'm not fine

[skarykitie]

27 days.
i am almost used to him being gone.

i had a dream about jared last night.

snow+cold
make me so happy.

for black friday
today was very uneventful.

i am in great physical pain.

i am in great emotional pain.

i am determined to make a christmas like i had growing up
and it will never be that way.
cause i hate my mom.
i cry about it.
but i don't tell anyone.

when collin isn't home,
i don't shower,
but once a week.
i have no reason to.

scrubs is still my best friend.



sexy.
so fucking sexy.

his best x mas present ever came in the mail today.
i can't wait to give it to him.