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i feel so worthless. i just want my life back. i feel so lost. i'm so scared. i'm scared of what the future holds. i have never been so terrified to live. so scared to wake up every morning. i just know that everyday will just lead to more heartbreak. more pain. more disappointment. i have never been so lost on how to fix what's wrong with my life. everything used to be so easy. even if the answers were out of reach, i could still see them. i could still see the answer through the fog. now i am in the dark. i am blind. i can't see any light at the end of this tunnel. i just don't know...