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Dear ______,
Ive always been like this, always tend to deny things when i dont want to believe it or if i havent realized it yet.. but i know now that i was denying everything: im not over you still. I guess i never really moved on... said i did, thought i did, but guess i didnt. but its even more than that.. its like you have abandoned me like the others, even just as a friend.. you dont talk with me anymore, not even a "hey whats up?", its like we just drifted.. you are such a good person and i dont know i just dont feel like im ever going to see that person or talk to that person ever again.. you left me here, without saying goodbye..
even though i know we're not meant to be together in a relationship, i just wish i had that friend back.. someone who i counted on, someone who i could really tell anything to and have fun with.. but i dont think you're ever coming back.. and if you did, i dont know how i would react, would i be happy and give you a hug, would i not want to talk to you because i couldnt forgive you, or would i not care anymore, be indifferent.. i just dont know anymore.. i hope eveyrthing in your life is good, even if that means taking me out of the picture..
Love Always,
Abandoned and Alone...
Ive always been like this, always tend to deny things when i dont want to believe it or if i havent realized it yet.. but i know now that i was denying everything: im not over you still. I guess i never really moved on... said i did, thought i did, but guess i didnt. but its even more than that.. its like you have abandoned me like the others, even just as a friend.. you dont talk with me anymore, not even a "hey whats up?", its like we just drifted.. you are such a good person and i dont know i just dont feel like im ever going to see that person or talk to that person ever again.. you left me here, without saying goodbye..
even though i know we're not meant to be together in a relationship, i just wish i had that friend back.. someone who i counted on, someone who i could really tell anything to and have fun with.. but i dont think you're ever coming back.. and if you did, i dont know how i would react, would i be happy and give you a hug, would i not want to talk to you because i couldnt forgive you, or would i not care anymore, be indifferent.. i just dont know anymore.. i hope eveyrthing in your life is good, even if that means taking me out of the picture..
Love Always,
Abandoned and Alone...