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i need music more that i ever have now...its driving me nuts. i feel like somehow im restricting myself and holding myself back. if not me than something is. but either way something is putting limitations on my mind and i dont know what it is. music is like my anti-bad pill. its addictive too. all i know is im starting to feel empty in my heart. im not as happy as i used to be. no for all of you people who think im talkin about ashley. i love her dearly with everything and this is not about her. its about something else but i cant put my finger on it.