May 12, 2005 13:29
i can't believe what you said to me, you got attitude
man that quote really makes me think of my ex.. who fucking called me with some bullshit the other day. what a fucking DICK. he called to tell me he met some girl who is so hott and a drummer just like him and he rolled with her at the beach.. that didn't hurt my feelings.. i didn't fucking care.. i told him.. "really, that's cool!".. and then i think he got even madder. .. just steadily talking shit. i told him i was tired of explaining shit to him, and that he just needed to stop calling me... i actually said that to Pat people. then he started telling me all these mean things.. like i started singing a misfits song and he said "please claire. don't sing that fucking bullshit or anything while i'm on the phone okay?!!!" .. damn. . Then he said that he was embarrassed of while we were together, that he didn't like to take me around his friends cuz i would act like a baby.. i was like .. what the fuck are you talking about?... and he said .. haha. ." if we were talking about something you were interested in you would get all excited and talk to us.. and if you weren't you would just listen".. i was like .. ur fucking weird pat.. how is that acting like a baby? damn he was tripping me out! THEN he starting laughing all evil like and was like "you want me to kick chris' ass claire? is that what you want? you want to see guys fight over you?.. lol. i said NO THAT NOT WHAT I WANT.. and he was like "yess you do claire".. then i RAISED MY VOICE and was like "PAT.. YOU ARE BEING FUCKING CONCIETED RIGHT NOW...".. HE ASKED HOW.. "BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY THINK THAT I WANT THAT.. YOU USED TO ALWAYS SAY THAT I WAS IMATURE AND MAYBE IN SOME WAYS I AM BUT FUCK AT LEAST I'M NOT THAT ONE ACTING ALL STUPID RIGHT NOW. . UR FUCKING IMATURE!" Yeeeeeeeeah. that sucked. then mundo told me that he's been mean and talking shit to EVERYONE.. i think it's the ecstacy effect.. so much for the afterglow!!! he used to always get like that after rolling. that's another possible reason we would fight so much.. we did so much x together. fuck that shit!