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update.
i go through phases with this journal. sometimes i write in it a lot and sometimes i neglect it for a few months. oh well. when i'm neglecting it, it's that there's too much going on in my life to attempt to make time for the writing, i mostly like writing about random thoughts. i'm in a good mood today. .. maybe because i got to sleep late today.. i woke up at about 12:30.. took me a shower... took my sweet time getting ready for work and smoked a bowl... and now i'm here.. with the easiest job ever. ... i'm writing in my journal at holiday inn. .. so funny. i thought about that snoop song the other day.. chillin' at the holiday inn. and i started laughing cuz when that song came out i thought it was stuuppid which it still is... but it's funny that i work there. that was probably stupid. Anyways..
Friday was Chris' Birthday... his friend's had a little thingy for him.. which i didn't go to.. because Amanda couldn't go.. i know he wanted me to go anyways.. without her.. but that would have been fucked up of me. i can't have fun without her. haha. ESPECIALLY because she would know i am around all a bunch of people that USED to be her friends. she's getting really annoyed with all that shit. and so am i. people say that Amanda is like this and like that.. and i don't see any of that in her. AND i think i've spent enough time with her to know her pretty fucking well. i know the way she is. and i know she can be a bitch.. but that's why i like her.. if i was a bitch i'd be her. lollllllll. that's funny. i think those boys are acting like little bitches.. but u know that's just me.. and i don't care enought about them to say anything to them.. if they want to act like that. .. then fuck it. i'm not gonna worry about them. So back to Chris.... i gave him a sketch book. he already had one.. but the ORIGINAL plan was to get him that and i wanted to get him some shit to draw with like charcoal.. but the little box i wanted was 30 bux.. and some other shit.. .. but it was just WAY to expensive to get everything.. i was telling Amanda to steal the shit.. but then i thought twice.. it's not worth stealing. i can get all that stuff later.. but you know EVERYTHING at Texas Art Supply is reallllly fucking expensive. it's a badasssssssss store though.. it made me want to take an art class at school. so now i am debating on what elective to take.. art or guitar. ....... so i saw chris yesturday.. (SAT.) and gave it to him. i was soooo nervous.. cuz i felt like a loser giving him a sketch book. i wonder what he thought. i hope he didn't think it was cheeeeeeeeesy. ALSO we went to Catus music yesturday cuz i wanted to see if there was anything there that i would rather give to him... i knew that a cd wouldn't mean as much as the book.. but it would make me feel way less cheesy.. this one time he told me if i saw a nekromantix cd other than the one he has to get it for him.. so i was going to look for that.. and they didn't have anyyyyy nekromantix. they were out! damn! then we just looked around... and i saw a stray cats dvd.. and thought about getting that and a bad ass misfits poster... which he could have used tooo because his mom tore his posters off the wall.. BUT i didn't know if he wanted the misfits on his wall... so then i just got frustrated and decided to just give him the book and get the fuck home to change and go my cousin's party.
so yeah. i got a little buzz at my cousin's house. my uncle was telling that i need to visit them more often.. ookay like i have any free time. and when i do i'm usually busy. so that sux. ruben's sister asked me if i still was with pat and i told her no.. that we had broken up back around the end of jan or very begining of feb. and she SIGHED and said.. "oh i'm so relieved!!! i don't want u to be with anyone.. wait for my brother".. HAHAHAH yeah right. sorry ruben.. but ur my best friend.. i'll marry you if there's no one else. don't tell Marie i said that!!! she won't invite me to get drunk anymore.
anyways i'm tired of typing. tooodles
i go through phases with this journal. sometimes i write in it a lot and sometimes i neglect it for a few months. oh well. when i'm neglecting it, it's that there's too much going on in my life to attempt to make time for the writing, i mostly like writing about random thoughts. i'm in a good mood today. .. maybe because i got to sleep late today.. i woke up at about 12:30.. took me a shower... took my sweet time getting ready for work and smoked a bowl... and now i'm here.. with the easiest job ever. ... i'm writing in my journal at holiday inn. .. so funny. i thought about that snoop song the other day.. chillin' at the holiday inn. and i started laughing cuz when that song came out i thought it was stuuppid which it still is... but it's funny that i work there. that was probably stupid. Anyways..
Friday was Chris' Birthday... his friend's had a little thingy for him.. which i didn't go to.. because Amanda couldn't go.. i know he wanted me to go anyways.. without her.. but that would have been fucked up of me. i can't have fun without her. haha. ESPECIALLY because she would know i am around all a bunch of people that USED to be her friends. she's getting really annoyed with all that shit. and so am i. people say that Amanda is like this and like that.. and i don't see any of that in her. AND i think i've spent enough time with her to know her pretty fucking well. i know the way she is. and i know she can be a bitch.. but that's why i like her.. if i was a bitch i'd be her. lollllllll. that's funny. i think those boys are acting like little bitches.. but u know that's just me.. and i don't care enought about them to say anything to them.. if they want to act like that. .. then fuck it. i'm not gonna worry about them. So back to Chris.... i gave him a sketch book. he already had one.. but the ORIGINAL plan was to get him that and i wanted to get him some shit to draw with like charcoal.. but the little box i wanted was 30 bux.. and some other shit.. .. but it was just WAY to expensive to get everything.. i was telling Amanda to steal the shit.. but then i thought twice.. it's not worth stealing. i can get all that stuff later.. but you know EVERYTHING at Texas Art Supply is reallllly fucking expensive. it's a badasssssssss store though.. it made me want to take an art class at school. so now i am debating on what elective to take.. art or guitar. ....... so i saw chris yesturday.. (SAT.) and gave it to him. i was soooo nervous.. cuz i felt like a loser giving him a sketch book. i wonder what he thought. i hope he didn't think it was cheeeeeeeeesy. ALSO we went to Catus music yesturday cuz i wanted to see if there was anything there that i would rather give to him... i knew that a cd wouldn't mean as much as the book.. but it would make me feel way less cheesy.. this one time he told me if i saw a nekromantix cd other than the one he has to get it for him.. so i was going to look for that.. and they didn't have anyyyyy nekromantix. they were out! damn! then we just looked around... and i saw a stray cats dvd.. and thought about getting that and a bad ass misfits poster... which he could have used tooo because his mom tore his posters off the wall.. BUT i didn't know if he wanted the misfits on his wall... so then i just got frustrated and decided to just give him the book and get the fuck home to change and go my cousin's party.
so yeah. i got a little buzz at my cousin's house. my uncle was telling that i need to visit them more often.. ookay like i have any free time. and when i do i'm usually busy. so that sux. ruben's sister asked me if i still was with pat and i told her no.. that we had broken up back around the end of jan or very begining of feb. and she SIGHED and said.. "oh i'm so relieved!!! i don't want u to be with anyone.. wait for my brother".. HAHAHAH yeah right. sorry ruben.. but ur my best friend.. i'll marry you if there's no one else. don't tell Marie i said that!!! she won't invite me to get drunk anymore.
anyways i'm tired of typing. tooodles