CRAZY
okay let me start with Sunday.. why is it that when i get a lot of drama out of my life, more comes in? well this drama is more reasonable to be worried about than a boy.
first of all, my mom has been sick. yesturday, sunday, after Amanda and i both got tickets for MINOR IN POSSESION of alcohol. ... in the morning, we heard my mom and her husband fighting.. like screaming and yelling.. but we stayed asleep.. then when i wake up my mom is being all bitchy so i ask her if she was mad at me and she tells me this story about how she was acting stupid in the morning because she didn't feel good and she was fustrated. so anyways, she tells me to tell her husband that she's sorry.. so i do and he tells me " i don't know if i can handle someone that doesn't listen to me, i tell her to eat, and she doesn't want to cuz her stomach hurts and just pops a pain killer and lays down, you need to keep that in mind, cuz i don't know how much longer i can put up with her being all sick like that, you are going to have to take care of her." what the fuck, my first reaction was to start crying and i said, "you can't leave her, she loves you and she's sick, that's so fucked up, she knows that she was wrong" and he just kept acting like a weirdo saying that he wasn't going to talk to her, like give her the silent treatment. all because that morning she went grocery shopping without him, she just left. what the hellllll!! anyways. that was crazy.. then this morning she went to the emergency room again.. and when i got out of school today at 12:30 i went to see her. they have her upstairs and she might have to stay overnight. that's so scary. . i can't help but cry and i don't want to tell my sad story.. but i had to tell someone. haha i'm trying to think positive and think that 'every little thing is gonna be alright' -bob marley. :D i went to see Tiger Army and The Unseen last night. it was fun. it's weird how much i've oped my mind about music. i've always liked punk. but for while there i was being closed minded about it .. like i couldn't like anything else.. unless it was hardcore. haha .. whatever. tiger army is bad ass. seriously the only thing that sucked is how fucking HOTT it was in that fucking place. before the show amanda and i were trying to fix my hair in this cool looking shit that i wanted .. but it didn't work out, cuz my hair wasn't cooperating.. i don't understand my hair was teasing like a mother fucker the last time she fucked with it. and yesturday, it was sooo boring. anyways i'm glad that it didn't work out, cuz i would have looked like a shit load of other girls that were there. that's tooo gay. i'm going to have to think of some other way to wear it. and i think i know just the one.
until next time
first of all, my mom has been sick. yesturday, sunday, after Amanda and i both got tickets for MINOR IN POSSESION of alcohol. ... in the morning, we heard my mom and her husband fighting.. like screaming and yelling.. but we stayed asleep.. then when i wake up my mom is being all bitchy so i ask her if she was mad at me and she tells me this story about how she was acting stupid in the morning because she didn't feel good and she was fustrated. so anyways, she tells me to tell her husband that she's sorry.. so i do and he tells me " i don't know if i can handle someone that doesn't listen to me, i tell her to eat, and she doesn't want to cuz her stomach hurts and just pops a pain killer and lays down, you need to keep that in mind, cuz i don't know how much longer i can put up with her being all sick like that, you are going to have to take care of her." what the fuck, my first reaction was to start crying and i said, "you can't leave her, she loves you and she's sick, that's so fucked up, she knows that she was wrong" and he just kept acting like a weirdo saying that he wasn't going to talk to her, like give her the silent treatment. all because that morning she went grocery shopping without him, she just left. what the hellllll!! anyways. that was crazy.. then this morning she went to the emergency room again.. and when i got out of school today at 12:30 i went to see her. they have her upstairs and she might have to stay overnight. that's so scary. . i can't help but cry and i don't want to tell my sad story.. but i had to tell someone. haha i'm trying to think positive and think that 'every little thing is gonna be alright' -bob marley. :D i went to see Tiger Army and The Unseen last night. it was fun. it's weird how much i've oped my mind about music. i've always liked punk. but for while there i was being closed minded about it .. like i couldn't like anything else.. unless it was hardcore. haha .. whatever. tiger army is bad ass. seriously the only thing that sucked is how fucking HOTT it was in that fucking place. before the show amanda and i were trying to fix my hair in this cool looking shit that i wanted .. but it didn't work out, cuz my hair wasn't cooperating.. i don't understand my hair was teasing like a mother fucker the last time she fucked with it. and yesturday, it was sooo boring. anyways i'm glad that it didn't work out, cuz i would have looked like a shit load of other girls that were there. that's tooo gay. i'm going to have to think of some other way to wear it. and i think i know just the one.
until next time