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i had a my exam two in philosophy today.. that classs is so easy, all you have to do is read read read the notes.. and it's siiiiiiiimple! Algebra was easy today too.. i guess if i just pay attention and not text messege during class, i can learn. haha.
i talked to my ex-brother yesturday and he was really cool. he let me in on a lot of gossip.. to say the least. He says that he misses me and his mom misses and loves me. etc. i love them too.. but really i can't talk to pat.. i haven't talked to him in a looong time.. and that's good.. cuz i really didn't want to be with him. the good times were just over and things were getting bad. so yeah. i'm happy now.
it has taken some deeeeeeeep thought for me to come up with the fact that i don't want to be with pat.. because i didn't think that anyone WOULD ever love me like he did.. i guess if it seems too good to be true it probably is. i don't like the kind of boyfriend that he is.. so controlling like a mother fucker. i need some fucking room to breathe. ANYWAYS
i'm sleeeepy and i am going to take Amanda to Galveston in a little while to go to her last probation visit.. then we are going to walk on the beach .. finally we can laugh about getting arrested and going through six months of some bull shit probation with community service and a drug class....... and a LOT of money.. FUCK GALVESTON!!!!!!!!!
i went to bed soooo late last night.. i stayed up studying and then couldn't sleeep for about 3 more hours.. it sucked.. then i woke up early... gay
CHRISTOPHER! just wanted to type that :) :) :)
i talked to my ex-brother yesturday and he was really cool. he let me in on a lot of gossip.. to say the least. He says that he misses me and his mom misses and loves me. etc. i love them too.. but really i can't talk to pat.. i haven't talked to him in a looong time.. and that's good.. cuz i really didn't want to be with him. the good times were just over and things were getting bad. so yeah. i'm happy now.
it has taken some deeeeeeeep thought for me to come up with the fact that i don't want to be with pat.. because i didn't think that anyone WOULD ever love me like he did.. i guess if it seems too good to be true it probably is. i don't like the kind of boyfriend that he is.. so controlling like a mother fucker. i need some fucking room to breathe. ANYWAYS
i'm sleeeepy and i am going to take Amanda to Galveston in a little while to go to her last probation visit.. then we are going to walk on the beach .. finally we can laugh about getting arrested and going through six months of some bull shit probation with community service and a drug class....... and a LOT of money.. FUCK GALVESTON!!!!!!!!!
i went to bed soooo late last night.. i stayed up studying and then couldn't sleeep for about 3 more hours.. it sucked.. then i woke up early... gay
CHRISTOPHER! just wanted to type that :) :) :)