Valentine*s Day
So yesturday i was sad.. cuz it was the day for lovers.. and then i got high.. after i got off probation btw, and i started thinking all deeply about all kinds of things. Depressed i guess, i didn't want to see anyone. i just wanted to come home and sit in my room.. how gay does that sound?!!!
Pat is trippin' me out, like i starting to believe that he's fucking crazy in love with me.. which i didn't think.. i knew he loved me.. but this much is insane.. he's not being psycho.. but so persistent.. and understanding.. he started telling me that all the things he THOUGHT he hated about me, he actually loves. .and all this jazz.. i don't know to believe him or what. i still want time away from him.. if it's meant to be we'll be together one day, but for now.. i don't want that. and i had plenty of reasons.. which he knows, cuz we've talked about them.. he says he doesn't even blame me for breaking his heart. .. he said that happened for a reason, so he could wake up and see that he was losing me.. and needs to keep me.. OH MY GOD!! that's so not what i want to hear right now. he just confuses me now. i really don't want him to call me .. i just don't want to think about him right. and that's kind of hard when he calls my cell phone and i hear his stupid ringer... "hello i love u".. i'm so going to delete that ringer. it's like UHHHHHHH STOP RINGING!!!!!!
Anyways i found this place which i'm sure a lot of people have heard of. it's called Bayou Bend, it cost's 10 bux to get in and it's an old mansion with 13 acres of gardens and the entire mansion is filled with vintage victorian furniture and an amazing art collection. Not to mention the gardens are BEAUTIFUL! i want to go there. Also i found another house.. a private home that these people open to the public because of their amazing art collection, it's one of the suppossed best collections in the entire united states. it's called The Menil Collection. that's free.. so i'm definately going there. AND THESE PLACES ARE IN THE CITY.. i think The Menil Collection is off West. Alabama.
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Pat is trippin' me out, like i starting to believe that he's fucking crazy in love with me.. which i didn't think.. i knew he loved me.. but this much is insane.. he's not being psycho.. but so persistent.. and understanding.. he started telling me that all the things he THOUGHT he hated about me, he actually loves. .and all this jazz.. i don't know to believe him or what. i still want time away from him.. if it's meant to be we'll be together one day, but for now.. i don't want that. and i had plenty of reasons.. which he knows, cuz we've talked about them.. he says he doesn't even blame me for breaking his heart. .. he said that happened for a reason, so he could wake up and see that he was losing me.. and needs to keep me.. OH MY GOD!! that's so not what i want to hear right now. he just confuses me now. i really don't want him to call me .. i just don't want to think about him right. and that's kind of hard when he calls my cell phone and i hear his stupid ringer... "hello i love u".. i'm so going to delete that ringer. it's like UHHHHHHH STOP RINGING!!!!!!
Anyways i found this place which i'm sure a lot of people have heard of. it's called Bayou Bend, it cost's 10 bux to get in and it's an old mansion with 13 acres of gardens and the entire mansion is filled with vintage victorian furniture and an amazing art collection. Not to mention the gardens are BEAUTIFUL! i want to go there. Also i found another house.. a private home that these people open to the public because of their amazing art collection, it's one of the suppossed best collections in the entire united states. it's called The Menil Collection. that's free.. so i'm definately going there. AND THESE PLACES ARE IN THE CITY.. i think The Menil Collection is off West. Alabama.
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