Yoink.

[skarlettsiren]

+          I’m on a diet.

-           I can’t seem to stick with it properly.

+          I AM getting a lot healthier.

-           I am not losing any weight.

+          I am going to the gym.

-           I am building muscle but still not getting thinner/prettier, just more bulky.

+          I am just two months away from graduating.

-           I am not doing well in two of my classes.

+          I’m going to see Brandy in two days.

-           I should spend spring break catching up for those two classes.

+          I MIGHT be selected for a great eleven month program in South Carolina.

-           If I’m not selected, I’m screwed… I have no plan for life after college.

+          I have gone on a sexual diet as well, giving up meaningless encounters.

-           I have given up on BOTH of my favorite comforts, which leaves me very melancholy and moody.

+          I am working on a project that means a lot to me.

-           I am not going to meet my expectations on this and that will be very painful.

+          I know exactly what I need to do to fix my problems.

-           I don’t seem to have the heart to do them.

I am in a shiity spiral of feeling like crap because I'm letting myself down, and incapable of fullfilling my goals because I feel so crappy.