I kinda suck...
So yeah, i suck...I screwed up hardcore this semester and missed too many sessions of ALL my classes. I had to withdraw from them all to prevent getting 6 F's. Yep i am an idiot. But i can't help it. I just hated all of it that much.
So now I am set back to the point where I have to be in school for another YEAR AND A HALF in order to graduate! because i need two classes i can only get next fall and a third that can't get till next spring. But it works out well because it will give me the next two and a half months to adjust my attitude. Also that way the required courses will be spread out really far apart and give me room for LOTS of painting classes. I realized that painting is all that will remind me why i went to this school. Not illustration with its impossibly high expectations and stupid assignments or pointless liberal arts courses but PURE PAINTING! the kind where they set a model or still life or landscape in front of me and tell me to paint it...my way! Thats all i can stand about school anymore... and i think thats why this semester was SOOO brutal for me, I had no painting classes. In fact the only actual ART course i had was Illustration. I was okay with it cause the teacher was very right for me, that is until he had to go away and left us with the most notorious ASSHOLE on campus for our teacher. that was the last straw.
Anyway I AM going back next semester. I have to. grrrrrrrr.
So now I am set back to the point where I have to be in school for another YEAR AND A HALF in order to graduate! because i need two classes i can only get next fall and a third that can't get till next spring. But it works out well because it will give me the next two and a half months to adjust my attitude. Also that way the required courses will be spread out really far apart and give me room for LOTS of painting classes. I realized that painting is all that will remind me why i went to this school. Not illustration with its impossibly high expectations and stupid assignments or pointless liberal arts courses but PURE PAINTING! the kind where they set a model or still life or landscape in front of me and tell me to paint it...my way! Thats all i can stand about school anymore... and i think thats why this semester was SOOO brutal for me, I had no painting classes. In fact the only actual ART course i had was Illustration. I was okay with it cause the teacher was very right for me, that is until he had to go away and left us with the most notorious ASSHOLE on campus for our teacher. that was the last straw.
Anyway I AM going back next semester. I have to. grrrrrrrr.