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is it me and my eccentricness, or have i become insanely normal. i like to imagine that while some of you read this you think "has this fucker finally lost touch with all of reality," but i've just started thinking, and i feel like i'm not as goofy as i used to be. i feel like i fall in line with the standard norms of this society much more than i used to. or is it that i've strayed so far off the line of american culture, that what is normal to me is fucking rediculous to the average joe who sits jacking off infront of his computer to the same porn i have on mine.
i hope the latter is true, considering what i just said.
amazing that i can be so awesomely different from someone that they would see me as an atrocious fuck who is destroying the american way, yet we both sit at our computers endulging our selfs with the same fantacies of fucking school teachers and office workers night after night. amazing.
which makes me think, WTF??? i'm supposed to be the framework of what a normal child shouldn't be, what no parent should look at 2 decades and 9 months after fucking each others brains out to led zepplin or van halen in the background. yet, the pornography sitting on my computer isn't even remotley close to the sick shit some of these 40 and 50 year old people OWN. i mean shit, at least i have the decency to steal and not economically support the people who do what i at times wish to do at.
while some upper-middle class, highly respected doctor with 2 children, living the american dream goes into your local porn shop and buys a tube of lube, a pack of condoms, the cheapest dvd of teenagers engaging in acts of copophelia they could find, and a strap on just incase his secretary brings a friend.
i deffinately don't see my stealing of a video containing a guy fucking the pizza girl is worse than daddy long nose hiding porn from his wife and kids.
i thought of a good metaphore for a poem today but i forgot it and i didn't write it down. good job dumbass.
i think i've ran out of anything worth reading to say. so i bid you fair well.
i hope the latter is true, considering what i just said.
amazing that i can be so awesomely different from someone that they would see me as an atrocious fuck who is destroying the american way, yet we both sit at our computers endulging our selfs with the same fantacies of fucking school teachers and office workers night after night. amazing.
which makes me think, WTF??? i'm supposed to be the framework of what a normal child shouldn't be, what no parent should look at 2 decades and 9 months after fucking each others brains out to led zepplin or van halen in the background. yet, the pornography sitting on my computer isn't even remotley close to the sick shit some of these 40 and 50 year old people OWN. i mean shit, at least i have the decency to steal and not economically support the people who do what i at times wish to do at.
while some upper-middle class, highly respected doctor with 2 children, living the american dream goes into your local porn shop and buys a tube of lube, a pack of condoms, the cheapest dvd of teenagers engaging in acts of copophelia they could find, and a strap on just incase his secretary brings a friend.
i deffinately don't see my stealing of a video containing a guy fucking the pizza girl is worse than daddy long nose hiding porn from his wife and kids.
i thought of a good metaphore for a poem today but i forgot it and i didn't write it down. good job dumbass.
i think i've ran out of anything worth reading to say. so i bid you fair well.