hmmm....
It's weird now i have grown up got a job quit drinking almost done smoking cigs too quit the drugs too....i live with dustin not at home anymore that is cool...still something in my life is missing i am not sure what it is i think i know .i know just can't understand why it is bothering me right now it is something that shouldn't be bothering me something i try and not let get to me anymore but fuck i can't just let it get to me anymore holy fucking shit it sucks anymore please someone fucking help me i need to be fucking shot i wanna die somedays but freinds won't let me....i am tired of feeling like this holy fucking shit ahhh i gotta go fuck this shit...