so happy together
i love my optemism sometimes. i sound so innocent and harmless. i was just reading through my older entries [like around june] and the things i talk about going on between me and mike sound so wonderful...but heres the reality of it.. i havent talked to him since father's day. heres my opinion: he's either dead or in jail. his aol account is closed, his house phone is disconnected, and his cell phone just goes straight to a recording telling me his voicemail box is full. great right. with my luck, his dad decided to send him to Romania or Hungary for the whole summer and there are no phones where he is at.. just sheep. i dont know.. im not really worried, but i still think about him alot.