Celebrate N.I.M
So right now I have a "girlfriend" that I haven't seen in 3 days or so. Haven't really talked to her either. To be completly honest I don't know if we're actually dating anymore. Maybe I missed a meeting and wasn't informed. Also I had dinner with my mom which ended up as a lecture about how my life has no meaning right now. How I have no direction. Normally that's not so bad but recently I've been trying to figure out what my purpose is. Its bad enough having someone point out your faults let alone when you're thinking about them on your own. I have no job and actually won't have one for awhile since no one likes to hire me. I haven't worked any on the last thing I might be good at recently. I'm afraid to continuing to work on it since there is the huge chance that I will fail at it and be stuck with nothing. Wow. November must be "National Insecurity Month." So people show support. Let your insecurities run wild in the month of November.