Feb 05, 2007 01:21
My inability to work is really starting to piss me off. Especially since I'm realizing that I'm actually a smart person. When I do sit down to work, and somehow focus, it tends to not really be a problem. None of my classes are really intellectually challenging, they are just work that I don't want to do.
I'm finding out that I'm not being fair to myself. I don't want to lose any intelligence I have to laziness, I just can never focus on assignment until under pressure. And then I tend to just put down whatever for the sake of getting it done. It's time for me to figure out how to make my brain work like it's supposed to.