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[skankzero]

my piercings are infected again.
fuck.
the infection spread to my eye on the weekend.
its gone now.
now, its in my throat and i cant swallow.
double fuck.
i have ninety five cents in my account.
fucking groceries.
fucking rent.
fucking money.
werked all day.
i werk wednesday and thursday too.
i talked with dan online.
i dont think that i will ever find another person like him.
im gunna start cherishing what i have,
because it could be gone tomorrow.
the next years isn't even enough for me to enjoy dan fully.
fuck, i think i actually can say, "je t'aime."
im not running in the opposire direction either.