May 18, 2005 10:07
Things arnt so good right now...
Hah how stupid is this...jake told teresa i unblocked him...which first of all i never blocked him in the first place he blocked me and i went on xherofthedayx and talked to him about the whole teresa thing and then i signed back on to lafawnda and he unblocked me...so yeah hes a fucking liar...and he dosnt even fucking know because his stupid ass isnt even on my budddy list anymore, i like how people are like trying to ruin our relashionship...well im sorry for all those people but im not letting anyone ruin what me and teresa have you all can seriously go fuck yourselves just leave us the fuck alone omg...
i CANT loose teresa, if i loose teresa ill loose everything, im so in love with her i would do anything and everything for her;;she means the world to me and SO much more..SHES my ONLY one forever im NEVER letting her go...even if she does break up with me shell always have my heart<3 ALWAYS
i dont even know what to think right now, and its like killing me because i really wanna know what teresa is thinking...but you know bad things always come to mind so yeah
mmmhmmm of course i wus sick last night because im so afraid of loosing teresa...my mom wus so pissed because i told her i didnt feel good today cuz i really dont and shes like bla bla bla okay and my fucking face looks horrible because i popped like over 100 blood vessils in my face...
nasty...
Teresa;; If you cant trust me...then we cant make this relashionship work...i trust you with everything i have, I LOVE YOU and i mean it every single time i say it...your my life baby id give up anything for you, i really hope you can trust me and belive me..i wouldnt lie to you over something this fucking stupid, but you obviously think i would..so i dont know..all i know is that i lve you and always will youll always have my heart **FOREVER**
I think maybe forever is what you make of it. tomorrow may be the end of your forever so be careful how you use it;;i know my forever is FOREVER